There is a tightness in my chest and I feel like I am going
to cry…..This is because I have been frantically (well it feels frantic because
I have worked my self up to that state) trying to email my information to
recruiters in the US and because I overslept and there is a 19-hour time
difference I feel stressed because maybe I missed a window of opportunity. Insert internal groan followed by a deep breath, all I want is a chance
to get some experience and work as a CRNA! My mind is racing as I over-analyze
and wonder if sleep cost me a job offer.
Really, Katie who sleeps until 10:30…. On a Tuesday??!! Dumb you are
really, really dumb… and so goes the conversation in my head….I promise I am
not crazy, promise!
...some of my school ID's |
In all my CRNA finery! |
Ok, much calmer now....Most of you know my “unique” story but for those who are
reading this and don’t, here it is in a nutshell…….6 months before I graduated
my husband was offered a promotion, accepted and shortly thereafter left to
start his new position in New Zealand. Since
I didn’t finish school until August I stayed in California, then I sat for my
Board examination in September (and passed first try FYI), then I packed up the
house and by October 5 I was moving to a new country. The emotional experience of knowing that at
the end of my journey through school, I was going to essentially walk away from
the start of that career is something that is very hard for me to put into
words. It was a new emotional experience
for me because while I knew that it was a good decision (hubbie’s career and
our future) it was one that brought angst and uncertainty at the same
time.
The very good looking graduating of 2013 |
Since October I have looked what job options there may be
for me here in New Zealand. These
options seem to be dismal at best and none of them include actually doing any
anesthesia (thanks to a very strong opposition against CRNA’s from the anesthesiologists
of NZ-but that’s another story). If I
could work here even as an advanced practicing nurse I would. But, from what I
have found out, to even get my nurse practitioner license is an uphill, (at
least) two-year battle. I’m not sure if
I have that in me. I just made it
through an emotionally draining, physically exhausting two-years known as CRNA
School. So, I have opted to look for jobs in the US
rather than here in New Zealand for the time being. Once I am able to work enough hours to secure
my US license then I will explore what options I may have here. Then I will be, not only a girl gone kiwi but
a nurse gone kiwi too…..and that’s when it will get interesting.
This is my office (or was and will be again) :) |
As of now there are some US leads that are showing some
promise, so fingers crossed, the anesthesia world may see me yet!!!!
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